Puso ko ay Siya

June, 26, 2020 Today, I learn something horrible happened in the place where I am living from, someone killed himself here, at first I felt afraid, but then I need to have courage, this is something from the past and I am being irrational, it does not mean some killed himself or died in the place make it a bad place to live, because if I am going to use my head, anywhere in the earth has someone been killed in horrible way, maybe it happened in history, killed by animals in the past, or was killed by the machines like guns and vehicular accidents, we do not know but for sure I am creating my own reason to be afraid. I just realize that it is better sometimes not being informed than informed, because what you do not know does not hurt you, this is in many ways have the advantages, sometimes there is information better not being told to anyone because it does not make life, build confidence , create inspiration but rather the opposite of it. Anyway, I have not focused on this thin...

June, 25, 2020 Today, I woke-up tired, went to the bathroom , eat and then work, I just realize that if you are tired you lost your confidence to pursue your dream, this is life, the other day you were so enthusiast to do and pursue you dream, and then come the next day you are not willing anymore, you doubt yourself, I am doing the right thing or am I getting there? The problem in this world or maybe I think in my opinion is not the knowledge, resources or the people itself but the willingness to continue the work you need to do to achieve what you truly want to have in the future, the consistency is one of the person problem in achieving his goal. Sometimes you feel doing it sometimes you don't, today you do it, the other day you don't, these are few cycle we do in our life, but the willingness to fight what you are committed to that will make a difference with other people, maybe that is why there is a saying that smart person will never win over a hardworking person. ...

June, 24, 2020 Still working on it, but I need to be consistent, Woah! just wrote my father's day letter day's ago, I was amazed to have 22 views, what I felt is a little happy because someone read my blog, supposedly it was for the purpose of practicing and memory of me writing and of course memory of my father, I wrote what I feel, I actually don't proof read my blog because I write it without thinking too much about grammar, but then when I saw that the views are increasing, I 've said I was insecure that maybe the reader will find many mistake in grammar, so I proof read it and did my best to reconstruct the paragraphs, since I was not fluent in english and likewise how I write stories and sentences, I can't sleep that night because I was also thinking how the reader will see me as person, but anyway, it is my life, and I learn that part of life is learning to accept what other people gonna say to you and face it without fear, because it is part of your progre...

June, 21, 2020 It's Father's day today, My sister posted some lyrics of song which I am recently hearing often this time, but I was not familiar with the lyrics until she posted it. The title of the song is Memories by Maroon 5. There's a time that I remember, when I did not know no pain When I believed in forever, and everything would stay the same Now my heart feel like December when somebody say your name 'Cause I can't reach out to call you, but I know I will one day, yeah Everybody hurts sometimes Everybody hurts someday, ayy ayy But everything gon' be alright Go and raise a glass and say, ayy Here is the part of the song's lyrics, maybe it's all now memories, because my father is already gone, you know the saying, you never know what have you got until it is gone, it was quite right, all the people out there, love your parent while they are still alive, you have to cherish the moment while you are with them now. ...

This blog of me is all based on my idea, imagination, and assumption based on today from what I've read in the Bible, I am pretty sure that maybe I will be wrong more about it and maybe someday or somehow this idea will vanish, or proven wrong or nonsense. Anyway this is what the Bible says in Genesis 15:5  "And he brought him outside and said, “Look toward heaven, and number the stars, if you are able to number them.” Then he said to him, “So shall your offspring be.”" I've read article saying that this happening was morning, and that means, Abram has seen nothing from heaven, and they said it maybe not actual number of stars, but then maybe it is really it. This is what I will be pointing and maybe this will what really the Lord is saying, So He said that this number will be the number of offspring of Abram, so I googled the estimated number of stars and in every galaxy there is 100 billions stars, likewise I googled the number of people has ever live in ...

June, 20, 2020 Today, I challenge myself from now on to use my left hand for brushing my teeth, It is quite difficult, but I think I can do it. There is much thing I really want to share in this blog about how challenge can do to my life, Yesterday, I registered to a webinar about  importation of products from china, I really want to learn about this so I apply on it, I has a fee of 380 pesos, It is not huge money for like  6.50 dollars, but then I waste it because the webinar host does not let me enter, I was disappointed not because I was not able to attend it, not likewise for the fact that it is scam, I do not actually know if it is legit company, but it is looks like legit the problem is their system of the organizing of the webinar, but anyway I was disappointed and felt that I failed again, I felt that how will I do now, I suddenly feel hopeless that I am finding my way to learn business, and they are walking away from me, I actually frustrated applying for affiliat...

This is Kulet, our dog, a little dog, little did we know as little as my two palm will grow up to above average aspin dog, he was actually mistaken to have medium-huge breed of dog. He is one of my favorite friend dog, unfortunately when he is about to die, I was not there to be with him, I was away, they buried him without me, I was away from work, chasing dream, believing this job will someday have brought us up in poverty, we are not financially capable of sending him to vet. when he was sick, the disease paralyzed his body and his skin got bloated. I only come home every weekend, that week before he died, he was in pain, I know he was in pain, although animals are known hide their pain, we can do nothing, we are only looking at him and hoping that giving him food will get the disease away, that come weekday I have to travel far away from them to work, the next day I got informed he stops eating, and coming day he died.   Sad life, but then I would like to remember him...

June, 19, 2020 This decided not to upload videos in Youtube, because I think I need to learn more about content creator, I did not quit and stop, but I am planning that I will make a content and post it in this blog and when the right time to upload a video in youtube, I will all get all the information from my blog. I do not know if I am making the right thing, I just think that I will only earn in youtube if I will make a great content in for me to that I need to practice everyday, writing , reading, and motivating myself to keep on going. Why I am doing youtube? because I think this will help me in my plan, quitting my job, I am worried that I will not have better job than working as medical representative here in Olongapo, since we have this pandemic situation in the world and the Philippines has greatly affected economically by the problem many of companies broke down and lay off their employee that means I will be having a hard time finding a job next year, since I was pl...

Law favors only the powerful Alfredo Lim say " The law is applied to all, otherwise non at all" former Manila Mayor says this which I totally agree on him. Always, where a country that favors the rich, the poor is always been pitiful to their situation, they are always the victim, yes you may say I am doing this because I am one of the poor who is striving to get rich that someday I would be exempted to this law that only applies to the poor, not because I am a law violators , but because the law enforcer will implement the law to whom who they want to suffer, and mostly of the victims are poor, because they do not have the capability to fight back, the are weak without people to backed them up. I am saying that I just like them when someday I reach my goal I will stop saying these things, which is the truth? No, I will not, what I want is the law should not be selective. I read in the new that we need to be brave and rise up! we have to fight our rights!

June, 18, 2020 This is my blog about my personal experience in the Philippines how abuser people in the authority are, I am not a lawyer , I am just a simple citizen in the Philippines who have a freedom of speech, and I am telling this to all who are going to read this how we people in the Philippines look up the people in the position in the Government. Policemen, Military, Politicians, these are just some of the example, adding up here the judges, even the son's and family who are in the authority are abusers. If you have family in who is in the government like politicians, police, and in military, truth be told you are sort of untouchable, and people are afraid of saying these things, because they are afraid of these people in the authority. It is became a cycle and a culture in the Philippines that having a relative in the governement position especially as politician and in military who act like you are above average of the citizen of the Phlippines, where in t...

June, 18, 2020 Why do people have nothing lose are the one who are dangerous? Yes, don't fight with the person who are better dead than alive, the people who are much more to gain being dead than alive. Just please leave them alone, let the people who's in this situation better to help them than to argue with them, make them even down and depressed will not help them. These are the people who need help, I do know it because I know the feeling of being alone, you do not know what they are fighting in their mind, they are alone, they feel that people around them will only harm them, they do not trust easily. I do not know about mental health problems, what can I share is from my experience, these people who are nothing to lose are dangerous, they are unstoppable, they can do what other people cannot do because of the external reason like they still have family they love, they are someone who will be there no matter what, but these people I am talking about they do not h...

Floyd Mayweather commented to Conor McGregor's Retirement Post I gonna show you the screen shot's comment of Floyd Mayweather Jr. about Conor McGregor's Instagram post.  On June,7, 2020 Floyd commented to the post and said " If I'm not mistaken, didn't you tell Mike Tyson you could beat me if we fought a secont time? Now, you're quitting! I thought you wanted to beat the best? Well, if you decide to come back, I will be waiting to punish you again." We remember that Floyd May weather JR. " The money" and Conor McGregor " The Notorious" fight happened on August 26, 2017. It is one of biggest fight McGregor with one of the most popular boxer Floyd. Floyd Mayweather won the game but anyway let's see how much money they made in the fight. This fight which they call " The Money Fight" where according to WIKIPEDIA Floyd earnings is 270 Million dollar while McGregor is 130 Million dollars. What maybe the...

Today is June 18, 2020 It is already dawn in the Philippines, I am still awake and I think still not tired, and here I am practicing my writing skills, I am not good at grammar, I am just average student when I was in elementary and likewise I studied at public schools, I am not saying that public schools in the Philippines do not give a quality education but I think there is a huge difference when it comes to how private schools give education to its school, but then again like I've said, I was just an average student back then I do not have a good foundation in english. This day I realize that I kind of like writing even I do not qualified to it, but still I am learning little by little, and this blog will be my proof that progress, is still progress even it is just a little steps. In order for me to improve these are the things I am doing, I do write in my computer, not all my writing I put here in the blog. I like to read in Quora application, please visit it, there ar...

These are the things you might want to appreciate during lockdown, so before listing them one by one I want to show you guys the graph of covid-19 in the Philippines since we lifted the lockdown from ECQ to GCQ meaning there a many establishments have been allowed by the Government to operate, that I would say it has done good when it comes to our economy since we are already in drought. This things are not to contradict the government's decision to lift lockdown from ECQ to GCQ, what I want to show you are the things that lock down has done to the Philippines since March 16, 2020 when Pres. Duterte officially announced the total lock down. This is the graph of the Philippines Covid-19 stats. Photo taken form snipping tool- where you can see the graph is increasing gradually since the start of GCQ on May, 15, 2020. This is just to show you that lock down in our provinces that government implement has a positive impact on how we can lessen the spread of the virus. And no...

Nanlilimos ka ng awa sa taong may kayamanan, dahil siya na lamang ang nakikita mong dahilan para manatiling buhay, upang magpatuloy sa buhay, sakanya mo kinukuha ang pinapakain mo sa pamilya mo. Ganon ba talaga ang buhay, paramihan ng pera, paramihan ng lote, paramihan ng kotse, paramihan ng bahay, lahat ng yan makukuha mo lamang kung marami kang pera. Wala kayong sariling tahanan, namatayan ka ng magulang, mas sakit ang iyong nanay, walang trabahong mahanap ang iyong kapatid, at ikaw na lamang ang nag-iisang pag-asa nila para makaahon sa buhay. Totoo ba? Kahit hirap ka na lumalaban ka parin, kahit pagod ka na kumakayod ka pa rin, nakakakain ka naman pero kulang pa rin. Sobrang dami mo ng utang na loob, mababayaran pa kaya? Sobrang dami mo ng sama ng loob, mapapayapa pa kaya? Madami ka na ba tiniis, kulang pa kaya? humakabang ka pa palusong o humahakbang ka patalikod, dahil wala kang kasiguraduhan sa hinaharap. Ganito talaga siguro ang buhay, kailangan mong lumaban kahit...

In this world that the one who has money has the power, the man who has money has the influence, has the right over poor people. The person who has money has right to mock other people. In this world that man that has money can own a huge number of lot, huge number of house who they can investment. Slavery is still here, we are in 20th century, but power over man is still here, I am even talking about racism, it more than that because slavery is still here. Money can talk, money can buy every material thing in this world, and if you a poor person with no dignity, you can sell yourself bought by called money. If you do not own a house, you will call yourself a poor, and you are a poor dreaming to be rich someday, you have to walk through every obstacles you will face, and that is not going to be easy, because this is a cruel world. People with power know that you are striving to get out of mud, they know it, and not every rich person willing to help you with it, some of them w...

Hello there, just like this writing you might see or rate it as awful, you don't know what content you are going to share, you do not know what you are going to make, just like in life you keep on thinking what things you need to do to solve your problem, just like in you current job that you still working despite the fact that it made you burned out already and you don't like the job anymore but you still need to keep working because this is the only one that is saving you, that make you survive in everyday. Today, you might just want to breathe just a moment, please just a moment , you have thinking so much a while and might one to just appreciate what you have now, that thank the Lord that you still breathing, you have a healthy body, that you have your family in your back whenever you sucked at what you are doing. Please take away your eyes to the things that getting you tired all this time, I know that you will and you cannot back-out from whatever it is, that you will...

I understand you are tired, I understand you feel pressure, often times you get frustrated, and all you can think right now is, there is no way this will work, there is no way this can solve your problem, you have done so much , that is what you think, maybe you are right. It is time to give-up, you know nothing, you learn nothing, do you really have a progress in life? there are time in life, you have to give-up the action you think the way for you to achieve you dream. You breath heavily , you deeply exhaled, closed you eyes and keep going what you are doing. all you know is this way and nothing will happen if you do not do it, you did it because you are still fighting what are you believe. You just wake up and found out in yourself that you are not improving, you do not see a path to where you want to go, you are in middle of the sea with no one to help you, not even an island that you can stay and find food for you to eat. You current situation is too far from where you ar...

Today marks the independence day for me. I will be starting to tell my story about history of the Philippines, It was June, 12, 1898 when the Philippines was declared free from colony of Spain, and this because of my years of sacrifices of our national heroes like Jose Rizal, Andress bonifacio who start the Cry of Pugad Lawin that according to history signals the Philippines revolution agains the spaniards, likewise Emilio Aguinaldo who been our president exiles himself to Hong Kong, a lot of things happened a series of life sacrifices, years of planning and revolution against the spaniard. Those things happened are written on books, up until now and I really as a Pilipino think that it is my responsibility as citizen of this country to give my salute and respect to what they have done to this country, I am not expert in history but for all I know after our indepence with the spain is the start of the colonization of the america, where I think america has been our allied to stop th...

In this month of June 10, 2020 So, up to this date media is so much into negativity of the effect of the quarantine, I am pretty sure that economic problem, yes it is very much visible on this day, many company lose their sales, profit and they have to lay-off their employees, and even some company declared a bankruptcy but there are some things that we should also see in these almost 3 months of quarantine. Here is the following I want the media and the government give information. 1. Vehicular Accident -I am so much positive about this , because most of the accident are happening in the night, and since we have been lock down and we are not able to go out late at night as well as liquor banned has been implemented in this period, we have so much avoided accident under the influence of alcohol. up to date death toll in covid-19 is 1027. Did you know that vehicular accident in 2017 in the whole year there is 12,00 deaths. https://www.worldlifeexpectancy.com/philippines-road...

Good day Guys, so this is based on my own experience and opinion and we should always look at how doctors behave to medical representative, so basically the perspective is when they see sales people, and not patients. So this is of course will not about how they judge sales people but I just want to point out how doctor's response/behave and react to someone who is pursuing them. Medical Representative are known to be a sales people as well and that means we persuade, build relationship and this is through consistent visiting them and how well you treat them, of course all people may it be a doctor or other professional may vary their behavior according how well they be treated. I will list good qualities of doctors that I have experience with them working as MedRep. Number 1 Doctor's are very observant,  as you speak as my experience for almost four year working as Medrep, these are the things I've also observe to them. They tend to observe you, how you speak, h...

SHORT STORY ABOUT THE GIRL WHO CAN’T BE MOVED Chapter 1 So this is Jelo, ang lalaking magpapa-ibig kay Ina. “Ang bilis ng kwento no, alam na agad kung sino ang magiging sila. Pero why does the title the girl who can’t be moved?” Alam ko na iniisip mo, na may past relationship si Ina that she has been brokenhearted badly and now hindi ito makapagmove-on, at ngayon darating si Jelo, at siya yung lalaking makakapagbago ng puso ni Ina. So let’s go to the real story, Jelo fine young man, which actually came from a simple family, he has its own car, at dito sa pinas very minimal lang naman talaga ang binata na may sariling kotse, ibig sabihin sa pilipinas kung may sariling kotse at ito ay provided ng parents, that means you are in middle – above financially stable family, and Jelo means they have a little bit problem with financial and hindi naman masyadong pinroblema ang pera sa kanilang family. Jelo likes to drive alone, go to somewhere like beaches, he likes going to...