I told myself
June, 24, 2020
Still working on it, but I need to be consistent, Woah! just wrote my father's day letter day's ago, I was amazed to have 22 views, what I felt is a little happy because someone read my blog, supposedly it was for the purpose of practicing and memory of me writing and of course memory of my father, I wrote what I feel, I actually don't proof read my blog because I write it without thinking too much about grammar, but then when I saw that the views are increasing, I 've said I was insecure that maybe the reader will find many mistake in grammar, so I proof read it and did my best to reconstruct the paragraphs, since I was not fluent in english and likewise how I write stories and sentences, I can't sleep that night because I was also thinking how the reader will see me as person, but anyway, it is my life, and I learn that part of life is learning to accept what other people gonna say to you and face it without fear, because it is part of your progress, maybe at the very least this is what I am believing.
Yesterday and the other I did not post by I wrote in my personal blog, I wrote my childhood up to now, there were so much changes than before, I actually think that all of my blog here are all about how I will gonna make money, or how will I am going to achieve my goals and be financially free, but I just realize that I really don't wanna get rich, I just want to have a comfortable life, give my family a much comfortable life that today, and those letter makes me look like I do not like my life, but in reality, what just I realize this day that I really have a blessed life, and what I just need to do is to accept it, and change what I can change.
I heard in the radio today from a bishop saying about life and business in the Philippines, "It is your father's fault that is why you are poor, but if you die poor it is your fault" again I do not want to belittle my dad, because in my letter, he has been now my inspiration to strive in life, I learn from him that I should take risk than to be a safe person, maybe if I am not growing anymore then , I should quit, I pray to the Lord that in november I should or I prayed that the Lord has already answer if he wants me to quit now, and risk my life in business, that is why now I am planning and preparing what should I do in my life if I quit, added in this is the economy of the Philippines is down and it is difficult to find job now, and companies are stop hiring people now, the only option is to build a business, in business world I believe that you just can't say that if the economy is down there is a little chances of success in building a business, but likewise I just cannot easily decide, still the timing is very important, if the Lord says go and quit I have something most important job or business that you will learn, and succeed I will take it, I know even if its gonna take long, as long as the Lord says so, I will do it, I just need a concrete command from him that I have more opportunity, since that is why I am quitting I want a greener Pasteur.
thank you that I am able to share this to you.
Still working on it, but I need to be consistent, Woah! just wrote my father's day letter day's ago, I was amazed to have 22 views, what I felt is a little happy because someone read my blog, supposedly it was for the purpose of practicing and memory of me writing and of course memory of my father, I wrote what I feel, I actually don't proof read my blog because I write it without thinking too much about grammar, but then when I saw that the views are increasing, I 've said I was insecure that maybe the reader will find many mistake in grammar, so I proof read it and did my best to reconstruct the paragraphs, since I was not fluent in english and likewise how I write stories and sentences, I can't sleep that night because I was also thinking how the reader will see me as person, but anyway, it is my life, and I learn that part of life is learning to accept what other people gonna say to you and face it without fear, because it is part of your progress, maybe at the very least this is what I am believing.
Yesterday and the other I did not post by I wrote in my personal blog, I wrote my childhood up to now, there were so much changes than before, I actually think that all of my blog here are all about how I will gonna make money, or how will I am going to achieve my goals and be financially free, but I just realize that I really don't wanna get rich, I just want to have a comfortable life, give my family a much comfortable life that today, and those letter makes me look like I do not like my life, but in reality, what just I realize this day that I really have a blessed life, and what I just need to do is to accept it, and change what I can change.
I heard in the radio today from a bishop saying about life and business in the Philippines, "It is your father's fault that is why you are poor, but if you die poor it is your fault" again I do not want to belittle my dad, because in my letter, he has been now my inspiration to strive in life, I learn from him that I should take risk than to be a safe person, maybe if I am not growing anymore then , I should quit, I pray to the Lord that in november I should or I prayed that the Lord has already answer if he wants me to quit now, and risk my life in business, that is why now I am planning and preparing what should I do in my life if I quit, added in this is the economy of the Philippines is down and it is difficult to find job now, and companies are stop hiring people now, the only option is to build a business, in business world I believe that you just can't say that if the economy is down there is a little chances of success in building a business, but likewise I just cannot easily decide, still the timing is very important, if the Lord says go and quit I have something most important job or business that you will learn, and succeed I will take it, I know even if its gonna take long, as long as the Lord says so, I will do it, I just need a concrete command from him that I have more opportunity, since that is why I am quitting I want a greener Pasteur.
thank you that I am able to share this to you.
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