You will overcome
June, 26, 2020
Today, I learn something horrible happened in the place where I am living from, someone killed himself here, at first I felt afraid, but then I need to have courage, this is something from the past and I am being irrational, it does not mean some killed himself or died in the place make it a bad place to live, because if I am going to use my head, anywhere in the earth has someone been killed in horrible way, maybe it happened in history, killed by animals in the past, or was killed by the machines like guns and vehicular accidents, we do not know but for sure I am creating my own reason to be afraid.
I just realize that it is better sometimes not being informed than informed, because what you do not know does not hurt you, this is in many ways have the advantages, sometimes there is information better not being told to anyone because it does not make life, build confidence , create inspiration but rather the opposite of it.
Anyway, I have not focused on this thing, but I pray to the Lord that I endure this information that came in me, that he helped me overcome this, I do really believe that no one can hurt you by means of the bad spirit if you are believing in Jesus, as Lord and Savior.
This is not a horror story, I am going to tell my horror stories maybe I have several good stories in my entire life, I was not able to see bad spirit but I was several times expose to some places that I am pretty sure it isn't normal place to live, or some creepy places, but then the good thing now is I am pretty used of being alone.
I was being raised by a parent that taught us to be more afraid of people than anyone else, I have always trust issues, I don't easily trust people, I do am friendly person, but I always have spaces and limitations. I am more trusting to animals than to people, but it does not mean I lost my faith in humanity, but I rather be with animals because there are more trustworthy, loyal and do not betray you.
I learn that people easily judge you when something bad saw in you, they create spaces, maybe because the is human nature, maybe I am too, but I do forgive and forget things to the person that will not judge me and choose to accept me from who I am.
So that's it is not about horror stories I do know that people love horror stories but then I was rarely watch horror movies since the pastor told me maybe I was 16 or 17 years old, he said to me that he does not watch horror movie, if it's not something educational or with spiritual value, he said he does not watch horror movies because it just creating some monster inside your mind and makes you afraid.
That moment I realize that I should also stop watching horror movies, so whenever my friends invite me to watch some horror movies I do not decline but then I share my thoughts why a person should stop watching movies, It just creates irrational thinking of a person, and whenever something familiar or situation happen in the future , the person remember the movie and start to create monster in his mind, that is why from that time being I was not fan of watching horror movies, I did not say I've never watch any horror scene, sometime you cannot avoid you accidentally watch scene, but I realize that the more I was not used to watching movies or stories and scenario the more I am more rational that this will only makes me afraid, that is why I am more thankful that I have build this habit or behavior in time that whenever I face this kind of things I am able to overcome it in time, and I pray this one I will too.
Thank you so much for the time, and hope you are taking care of yourself.
Today, I learn something horrible happened in the place where I am living from, someone killed himself here, at first I felt afraid, but then I need to have courage, this is something from the past and I am being irrational, it does not mean some killed himself or died in the place make it a bad place to live, because if I am going to use my head, anywhere in the earth has someone been killed in horrible way, maybe it happened in history, killed by animals in the past, or was killed by the machines like guns and vehicular accidents, we do not know but for sure I am creating my own reason to be afraid.
I just realize that it is better sometimes not being informed than informed, because what you do not know does not hurt you, this is in many ways have the advantages, sometimes there is information better not being told to anyone because it does not make life, build confidence , create inspiration but rather the opposite of it.
Anyway, I have not focused on this thing, but I pray to the Lord that I endure this information that came in me, that he helped me overcome this, I do really believe that no one can hurt you by means of the bad spirit if you are believing in Jesus, as Lord and Savior.
This is not a horror story, I am going to tell my horror stories maybe I have several good stories in my entire life, I was not able to see bad spirit but I was several times expose to some places that I am pretty sure it isn't normal place to live, or some creepy places, but then the good thing now is I am pretty used of being alone.
I was being raised by a parent that taught us to be more afraid of people than anyone else, I have always trust issues, I don't easily trust people, I do am friendly person, but I always have spaces and limitations. I am more trusting to animals than to people, but it does not mean I lost my faith in humanity, but I rather be with animals because there are more trustworthy, loyal and do not betray you.
I learn that people easily judge you when something bad saw in you, they create spaces, maybe because the is human nature, maybe I am too, but I do forgive and forget things to the person that will not judge me and choose to accept me from who I am.
So that's it is not about horror stories I do know that people love horror stories but then I was rarely watch horror movies since the pastor told me maybe I was 16 or 17 years old, he said to me that he does not watch horror movie, if it's not something educational or with spiritual value, he said he does not watch horror movies because it just creating some monster inside your mind and makes you afraid.
That moment I realize that I should also stop watching horror movies, so whenever my friends invite me to watch some horror movies I do not decline but then I share my thoughts why a person should stop watching movies, It just creates irrational thinking of a person, and whenever something familiar or situation happen in the future , the person remember the movie and start to create monster in his mind, that is why from that time being I was not fan of watching horror movies, I did not say I've never watch any horror scene, sometime you cannot avoid you accidentally watch scene, but I realize that the more I was not used to watching movies or stories and scenario the more I am more rational that this will only makes me afraid, that is why I am more thankful that I have build this habit or behavior in time that whenever I face this kind of things I am able to overcome it in time, and I pray this one I will too.
Thank you so much for the time, and hope you are taking care of yourself.
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