I challenge myself

June, 20, 2020

Today, I challenge myself from now on to use my left hand for brushing my teeth, It is quite difficult, but I think I can do it.

There is much thing I really want to share in this blog about how challenge can do to my life, Yesterday, I registered to a webinar about  importation of products from china, I really want to learn about this so I apply on it, I has a fee of 380 pesos, It is not huge money for like  6.50 dollars, but then I waste it because the webinar host does not let me enter, I was disappointed not because I was not able to attend it, not likewise for the fact that it is scam, I do not actually know if it is legit company, but it is looks like legit the problem is their system of the organizing of the webinar, but anyway I was disappointed and felt that I failed again, I felt that how will I do now, I suddenly feel hopeless that I am finding my way to learn business, and they are walking away from me, I actually frustrated applying for affiliate marketing in lazada because they have rejected my application several times and I quit reapplying, and then I found new opportunity to be an affiliate marketer to involve asia again I was already twice rejected in the application and I cannot see anymore option to reapply and again I lost the will to have an affiliate opportunity in the internet, maybe some other time, but then it saddened me to know about this happening in my learning process

This is the other challenge I am facing now, and then I see this importir.org that I registered but it does not work today, I just hope that I will learn today and maybe I could have the business of this someday, I feel frustrated and hopeless that the opportunity is elusive in me, that maybe I am not for this , even I would like to do it, I love to do it, If it does not like me to be in there I cannot do anything about it, I deeply breathe about this one, because I am not going to quit, I will find way and find my line of business.

Suddenly, I have an idea of applying to Bureau of Customs I have basic idea of the work there as import and export maybe if I could work there I could have access to information about this importation and exportation process in the Philippines, so I google on how to apply in BOC, and likewise I watch youtube about it, as I see their few videos I do not think I will have a happy life their so I stop watching maybe someday, I will learn interesting things about them and I will have a enthusiasm to apply in this agency of government.

I have this professional certificate in the government where a person who has this certificate has the opportunity to apply in different government agency in the Philippines, that problem in the Philippines is the nepotism in it, that again if you do not have a backer inside the work place there is little chance you can get the job, and also people in the government have their way to hire their family and friend even without that certificate.

That is how the system work, but anyway I just share it, it do not bother me a lot, I can do it, I think I can have a work without a backer in the government, what bothering me is the small amount of salary they pay their first level employee, that it cannot sustain my need, that is why finding a business and a job is my only option to do.
 

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