Puso ko ay Siya

 Today, I just need to write things up everything I have in my mind, I wonder how many times I have write in my blog about writing the things whatever in my mind. I just realize, that this is lazy writing, in every thing, you have to think, spend time learning and thinking what you really need to write, and the things that the reader can learn from you. Your objective is to give knowledge to the readers, and you need to caught their attention of whatever you are writing in your wall. Today, there is not much things happen in my life, still thankful to the Lord that I woke up and be able to eat, and that as I went to different places using my motorcycle, I have not encounter any accident and bad things that could happen to me. I thank the Lord, for the knowledge of loving the people, loving the Lord with all your soul, mind and body and that you should love your neighbor as you love yourself. I learned that it is difficult to love other people without the help of the Lord, how about...

 Can I change my acts by sudden realization? Can I focus myself on most important things and leave those unimportant and nuisance to my goal? Can I just leave those worries to the Lord? Can I just give up finding someone to love and let love find me instead? Can I just give up, flirting to someone and make myself distracted? Can I just leave the thinking of what ifs? Can I be open to the possibilities that I can do it without thinking what other will think about me? with the intentionality to focus on goal I guarantee your success with the help of the Lord, I remember His words in John 15:7, you are doing this for the Glory of the Lord. 

 I came to write things, I realize many things that may inconsistency is still there,  in order to succeed in life, you need intentionality to move forward even times of downfall, ruined and devastated. you need to be consistent, in life, for you to keep on moving, to keep on achieving that dream, you might be resting but you need to keep on moving in order to move forward,  rest if you must, but you need to keep on moving, you need to keep on believing even life seems to not taking you seriously about your efforts and hardwork. people are getting to see you as a failure, but you need to keep on moving, because the mere fact that you are moving, you are getting there, it is far better than being stagnant, being stopped and stuck in the same place as yesterday. you need to move, even it seems that you are going somewhere else and not to the path you supposed to walk on, because you might find you in your journey what is the right path, and the to travel in order for you to...

 Tahimik ang puso ko ng bigla kang dumating, naghihintay ako’t nananalangin,  Ngunit pakay mo ay hindi tulad ng akin,  kaya minabuti nalang na ika’y damhin, Bilang kaibigan, kung ako’y ituring, Handang makinig sa’yong puso’t damdamin, May sakit ka palang nakaraan,  Na pilit mong winawakasan,  Tamang pagkakataon ako ay narito, Handang makinig, sa mga sasabihin mo,  Tumigil at napagod,  Nagtanong at umiyak kung bakit nagkaganoon,  Sakit sa puso’y pilit hinihilom, Ngunit lungkot at pighati ang nililingon Hindi mo mapigilan, Na siya’y tanungin, Sa kanyang mga magulang, iniibig mo pa rin, Ang sakit ng nakaraan, baka kayang tumbasan, Ng iyong pagmamahal,  Titiisin ang sakit, Mapa sakanya ka lamang, Ang sakit malaman na puso’y, kumakapit sa maling paraan, Hindi na tamang ituloy, Kung hindi na tama ang dahilan, Piliin ang sarili, aking sinasabi, Patawarin ang nakaraan, magsimala sa kasalukuyan,  Kailangan ng bumitaw, bigat sa puso’y isigaw, Sa h...

 When you want to be writer but do not have enough skill yet to tell the world that you want to be writer? What are really the qualifications of a writer, or do writers actually have to be a writer, what I might thinking is the set of skills a good writer must have? I am a writer now, because I can write, even maybe an elementary can only understand, or maybe someone who is too bored to read these things, but anyway, I am writing for myself, I am actually afraid someone is reading these nonsense. Anyways, I am writing whatever what comes out of my mind, I do underestimate myself very much, because as I am remembering myself when it comes to writing things, I do have a very little improvement, I guess.  Now, I am studying, I really want to do this things, but there is just a catch, you what? it is not easy, there are lot of things, to do, in studying, especially studying law. I am a law student, I am doing this, why? I really do not know right now, I am still clueless, I just k...

 I have to write now, right now.  I have to tell you stories which I do not know it will help someone who will read this, I want to tell you stories of my frustrations, I've learned that I so much to learn about sentence building, I do not know how to use, was, and were, I do not even know the right constructions in positive and negative way, I just write anything I know.  The basics. I do not even know if I know the basic. I entered law school already, I was bumped by the reality that I was way beyond on learning the basics, I still doing it, I must do it, I actually, do not do anything to improve myself, or maybe I just not seeing it, I choose to play games that to continue because I exhausted my self already and that I do not know where to start again. I know, people are tend to experience this, and that is why, I am not stopping, I just pausing to the reality, the more I keep on doing it, there is nothing coming to my mind, that is why I chose to pause.  I am a d...

 who said it is easy, no one says it will be easy, in the moment that I realize it is not easy, then I can certainly presumed that it will be hard, until I reach to that point, that it was worth having. What do I mean by saying it is hard, until I was already there. Is it about doubtful, it is part of the process, and the hardship in life, that you will certainly come to the point that you doubt yourself, if you are really doing well, and that those times you choose not to pursue your dream, or those times that you choose to have a break, made you even think or be in the state of doubtfulness. Whenever I choose to have a break, even for the fact that I totally know that I must instead of exploiting the time given by Lord to studying, ended doing unproductive day, but I must disagree to that, I should, and not be in the state of doubtfulness.  Yes I did it, I did it because I am exhausted already, I want to drop it just for a moment, knowing that I should have spent it in learn...