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It's Father's Day

June, 21, 2020 It's Father's day today, My sister posted some lyrics of song which I am recently hearing often this time, but I was not familiar with the lyrics until she posted it. The title of the song is Memories by Maroon 5. There's a time that I remember, when I did not know no pain When I believed in forever, and everything would stay the same Now my heart feel like December when somebody say your name 'Cause I can't reach out to call you, but I know I will one day, yeah Everybody hurts sometimes Everybody hurts someday, ayy ayy But everything gon' be alright Go and raise a glass and say, ayy Here is the part of the song's lyrics, maybe it's all now memories, because my father is already gone, you know the saying, you never know what have you got until it is gone, it was quite right, all the people out there, love your parent while they are still alive, you have to cherish the moment while you are with them now. ...

I pray to the Lord

 I pray to the Lord that I may be able to finish my studies, I pray to the Lord that He help me with everything for me to finish what I started, to give me wisdom, patience, to give me what they called TYAGA, I pray Lord from the bottom of my heart if this is for me, help me become hardworking student, please make a way that I turned mt head from things that will not help me achive my goal, I pray that I may have words that I will visit whenever I am tired to remind me to keep going, to give me future hope that all of these efforts will have great result and impact to my life, I pray for the people who struggle in life from the wispers of my heart only the Lord knows it.  whenever I really don't want to study and quit, I pray that you delivered me from laziness, where in I am not quitting but I am wasting my time to the point that I frustrate myself that I wasted my time, I pray to the Lord that when I overcome it, may I be an inspiration to the people around me that I source ...

How long do we need to do it?

 Do we really need the acceptance and approval of other people if we ourselve not happy for what other people wants us? Why is it hard for us to act normal when it is embbed to a person to please other, who act in accordance with what should the other people might say, that we always thing of what they say to us, I am saying their opinion here, I am not saying the right or wrong, the immoral or moral, the what most of people perceive to be wrong or right.  I am saying the lawful act by a person, but most of people will critize you for it is not the way most people do I am saying that people will critize your way of living when it does fit to what many people perceived as a rightful thing to do to succeed.  So I am talking with how people should do to succeed in life,  The society thinks most of the people say that in order to succeed in life, you should work hard, learn and persevere, but how can I normal employee will succeed workinh 8 hrs with a very little salary ...

people are inherently wrong?

 A question that to be asked todays generations, is it really true that history itself, is true that people, society, community, culture as just the same from before? Or is it worst than today? Did the world change for a better, majority of people right now will say, people from before generations are better, particularly in 1900's, today life is so instant, people nowadays like to fast, quick and instant, they do not like to be bored, as quickly as is it, people nowadays do not like to be left, be outdated, be nominal, boredness will kill people as exaggeratedly explained. Why can't people nowadays can't slowdown? This leads people who a left behind feel down, feel unsecured, feel unworthy, but the truth is, life s a slow pace, we don't actually get it in few tries. Cultures and societies are different now from before, the changes in technology changes our perception of living, to the point our wellbeing specifically our mental health cannot cope up. We need to learn t...

I am still wondering what life is all about for me

 Am I hard to myself or I am just completely idiot for keep on asking what I  am going to do with my life, life is unhappy and not contented, my brain is not working, I am demotivated in every way, I keep on telling myself that I should work to on to my dream but ended up not doing it, and then I move on and keep on doing it again, but I am clearly not focused and there are brokeness and inconsistency in my life. I am self motivated, I am almost cringe on this words, because my life is always ups and down, that is why life is all about perhaps it is true, but you need to be focused, balanced and in the right mind to the point that the downs are not keeping you from stopping, but for me my small downs are getting me demotivated to think that I should stop and quit and surrender in this dreams. what then I get up and still doing it, and then I still feel I am not good enough and it seems that the fate does not match from what I supposed to be in this time. Life is still good, I ...

people are inherently selfish

 yes, I am saddened to tell you this, I do not have the right to say this, but yes, I truly believe that we are all selfish innately. Allow me to please tell you in my own language.  Yes, oo, ang tao ay makasarili, kapag hindi sila masaya sa iyo, magsisimula na silang magbago, kapag nauubusan na sila ng amor sa iyo, magsisimula na silang itake for granted ka, hindi lamang sa kapwa tao, maging sa pangangalaga ng kalikasan, akala ng tao, sa kanya ang mundo, naturingan nga taong highest form of intelligence, oo tayo na ang pinakamatalino uri ng lalang ng Diyos kung naniniwala ka rito, kung ituring nya itong mundo parang kanya na ito, lahat ng napapailalim dito gusto nitong angkinin sa abot ng makakaya nito, puno ng inggit at pagkukunwari, ang buhay natin tinatrabaho natin para hindi tayo bumalik sa ganitong pag-iisip, dahil mahirap, at effort ang kailangan gawin para manatiling hindi tayo maging makasarili, once na inalis natin ito sa isipan natin nagsisimula na tayong maging mak...

how many?

 I wonder how many minutes, hours and second does a person need to practice, learn, and spend just to achieve something. I am saying just achieve something, I know that a little improvement does many things in life, and that it actually amazing that most people do not even notice that they have been way better than their life before because of their unceasing effort and perseverance, maybe because they did not quit and that in their process of doing it is, because they are happy. I know that, to achieve where you want to be is just a bonus, the real joy is the journey towards that goal you want to be in life, there is a way beyond difference of a person enjoying his life in the journey towards his goal and then achieve his or her goal than to a person that achieve the goal and did not enjoy the process. What I should really learn, and maybe to someone reading this, is that we have to learn how to happy and contented in the process and while you are in journey towards our goal, I kn...

They say you have to focus on what you really want in life

Is it really things get better when in times of hardship you focus on what is beautiful ahead of your life, rather than thinking how painful you life in the present? I do not know if it is just me, but I really think sometimes when I am experiencing hardship in life then, I tried to motivate myself to keep on going and focus on what is good ahead of time, it seems that life is getting harder and harder, that is why sometimes my frustration is going more painful , because life is just getting harder and harder but I do not really getting ahead. and I realized also that really, it is true that whenever you experience hardship in the moment of your life, and you keep on moving forward, you keep telling your self that you can do it, you can make it, then it is more that you really can, life is not getting easier and easier is getting harder and harder as life goes on, maybe it is just because you are just getting stronger and stronger how to face the reality of life, because if you look at...