Puso ko ay Siya

 Today, like every time that I used to say, I will write, actually I am writing now on Facebook, I should be writing more often, like I always say I should improve. Maybe, I was more better than before but it was too little progress but then I thank myself for that. As I am learning, I more concern now on how my writing will impact my readers, because it seems that I am the only one understand what I am saying, I am not mad or anything but it open my mind that I should now step-up to this problem, I should be learning to caught my reader's attention to what I am writing. and So for past few days, I've been trying to figure out what I am going to do in my life, I am here stuck in my major decision to make, if I should study law, go to school and chase my dream of becoming a lawyer, I also shared here that my uncle and auntie is not in favor to this decision I want to do because their reason is that I am now old, and that maybe I won't have the opportunity to marry some, whic...

 Today I just realize how inconsistent I am, that I really don't have any word of honor, that I easily get frustrated, and that I easily feel down from what I plan to do in my life.  Last week I brought a book from internet, about introduction to law, I was happy last Friday upon arriving at home that my package was already arrived in our home in Pampanga.  That night I was so happy by just opening the package thinking that motivates me to dream more and achieve my dream, which after Saturday afternoon after I went to my uncle's business to visit them. and today, was it really my dream? I am capable of doing it? I could say now that what I really want in life, is comfortable life, happy my own house, with its own air-conditioned room, I was not even dreaming of big house, the tiny house will suffice my dream provided that it is very clean, has own sink and comfort room, with tiles, with bright light and color white interior. I am also dreaming of having my own dog, my own...

Sometimes songs can help you with your loneliness Best escape from you very vague dreams, on how will you decide which path you take, is it the hard one, the uncertainty or the comfort zone you are all been there, stagnant and letting the days go by. but you know what I want to tell my self that whatever happen to my decisions, if it may fail I should forgive my self for not making it, I should be more forgivable to myself , this has been the thing that I am saying to myself long time ago, but it just little by little sink to myself, that I should forgive myself for all the things I done in the past, It has all been done and that I can't do anything about it anymore. And if it succeed, and turn out that I did not really do what I really love doing, I should still forgive myself. I have too hard to myself, I always look the things in very hard way, I always make myself faulty in every I've done, what really should I be doing is to learn to love myself with all the imperfection I...

 Yes, smile is a universal language, I choose to write this letter in combination with tagalog, because I really cannot explain it well in English. So I decided to ride a bike a while ago for a change since I bought my bike I rarely use it because I work far from home and that I leave it here in Pampanga. I am happy to share this to you people what I realized while I am riding my bike on my way to nowhere, Yes I you read it right, said no where to emphasize that I did it without I idea where I want to go, and I am not familiar to where I go. I really want to tell you what is the story of my life but I want to directly tell you my realizations already. Una, Just do it Mas maigi pala ang konting plano at execution kesa sa puro plano at walang execution at all, yes it is hard in life especially when you do not know what you will face, hindi ka kilala ng tao, nakatingin sila sa iyo, kung bakit ka ba mapagmatyag dahil hindi ka pamilyar sa lugar, pero ang takot na baka maligaw ka at may ...

 What really makes us special is how we think, I just realize, we will be what we think we are going to be, most often than not, it just this word make our lives more interesting because the road to success is not easy, we just had different paths, struggles and how we likewise how we fight our fears in mind and how strong our thinking. some people are very determined and do not easily give up from frustrations, insults, and failure and that add up to the factors on how fast we get our goals in life. other than this is because of the people around us, our environment plays very important role in achieving our goals in life, other has very exposed to very goal minded people.  other has very dynamic people that has very different perspective in life, where in their happiness comes from different motivation and not every thing is about their goals in life. what I am trying to say is not about what is right and wrong about our goals in life, some people are not into getting what b...