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 Today is our National Conference in Corbridge, This year is my 4th National Conference working as Medical Representative in Corbridge Group Phils., Inc. I just want to tell a story when I started working in Corbridge, the trainer asked us what do we expect working in this company, I took my chance and force myself to answer because I really believe as my faith that the Lord lead me to this company to work, I raised my hands and stood up and answer in most persuasive voice " It is a life changing career." likewise I want to tell you the history why did I end up working in this company, It was my birthday when someone I decided and that the Lord let me resign from my previous work, because of these events. 2 weeks before the company announces its hiring for a position of territory manager in Bataan, my sister's brother in law is actually working in this company, and that he is asking me if I am interested in the position, I have actually have a little advantage of getting ...

 Today  I force my self not to think of anything right now, because I am tired physically and mentally, I drove 8 hours straight for more than 300 kilometers today, I am not there to tell you why I am sad or maybe because I am tired, I am so exhausted to negativity and negative people, I know I have been very incompetent to myself that I am not improving myself anymore, but I also thought to myself to be humble, because I believe that the Lord will lift me up someday for being persevering to all the challenges that come to my life. I just looking forward to new career next year, that I really want to quit my work, and that I pray to the Lord that will help me with my path on becoming a lawyer, just thinking to be a lawyer someday makes me excited and afraid at the same time even in the very moment that I am exhausted. I know to myself that I am procrastinating to the goal I want to be someday, thinking about this drain me as well, but not doing something that make me near to m...

 TODAY, What does sadness brings to people?  does solitude makes a person sad? stop for a moment only to stare the keyboard what I am really feeling right now? am I sad? I heard just a song that sounds lonely, it does not even have a sad meaning in the song, but I just feel it sad, that is why I do know now what I am really feeling. it this state of mind is valid thing to do right now? maybe it is a waste of time writing this, but anyway, I do not usually read what I've written in this blog, so it fine. I won't read this again in time, maybe someday, that I realize , I also wrote nonsense thing in this blog just to be able to write something. I am a totally weird person in that case. I stop for a moment because something move in my peripheral eye view, I get to see it under a small table because I thought it was a cockroach, but it isn't. It is a lizard, so I came back here just to write it here, for anyone who will read this and maybe says I just wasted my time reading som...

 I have a problem, I do, actually I have lot of problems, and that I did stop coming from my life, but today what I am going to tell you is, a good problem, yes a big big problem, but it is good, it is good because it fears me, and that I know choosing it will make me a better person, but really fears me because I do not know what will happen to me. Just a couple months ago, I decided to take another path of my life, and that up to date I am planning for this; I am going to study-- LAW, Lex in Latin, Yes I want to, I really do, I have stated why I want this and that I was able to note several reason, but as day goes by, I am questioning myself, do I really want this? What is my answer today is yes, but what makes me more afraid is that where, and how. That is my big problem now, before I am planning to enroll just near our town and that is in Bulacan, a province near us, and that because that is the only school near us that cost a little tuition compared from private school that of...

 We do not know what tomorrow will bring to us, life is so unpredictable, I manage to realize it, when my cat is already with us today, but the question is until when? We rented out apartment a couple of months this year, because we are ousted from previous house we are living, and that we are forced to take all our belongings including our animals, it is just so unfortunate that because of the urgency of needing another house to reside we are not able to find something they will be able to come, instead we are forced for them to put in a house that is unoccupied and their our family visit there to feed them. months pass and their health subside because they are coping and not fitted to the place. two cats and two dogs are left in a place uninhabited by people as their temporarily shelter, it is unfortunate that the other cat died, he was able to find another house beforehand seeking another family to feed him despite that we are regularly visits them to feed, it is hurtful to know...