DOES LISTENING TO SAD SONG MAKE YOU SAD?

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 TODAY,

What does sadness brings to people? 

does solitude makes a person sad?

stop for a moment only to stare the keyboard what I am really feeling right now? am I sad? I heard just a song that sounds lonely, it does not even have a sad meaning in the song, but I just feel it sad, that is why I do know now what I am really feeling.

it this state of mind is valid thing to do right now?

maybe it is a waste of time writing this, but anyway, I do not usually read what I've written in this blog, so it fine. I won't read this again in time, maybe someday, that I realize , I also wrote nonsense thing in this blog just to be able to write something.

I am a totally weird person in that case.


I stop for a moment because something move in my peripheral eye view, I get to see it under a small table because I thought it was a cockroach, but it isn't. It is a lizard, so I came back here just to write it here, for anyone who will read this and maybe says I just wasted my time reading something that is totally weird and nonsense. 

seriously am I sad? I am trolling already, and it makes me laugh, fuck it. I am sorry, couple of months came passed and that I getting use in swearing.

I should be not doing it, but then I am writing things here because it is me, and that I am me, and all of the things I wrote here tell about me.  

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