Puso ko ay Siya

 Today, October 27, 2020 I am sorry to myself that I still not consistent on writing in order for me to understand, I know that this gets annoying because I have told this to myself that I should be consistently writing in order for me even a little will do me an improvement, I really do not care if I writing thing grammatically incorrect, what I am up to is maybe writing anything will do me an improvement. Anyway, here I am again my thoughts right now is about law school, justice in the Philippines and all stuff about laws and things about on how will I become a lawyer. Maybe I am so far away from reality, in achieving this dream, and day after day as I start to doubt myself that I am so far away from learning things about on how to become a lawyer, before I even started to search about on how to become a lawyer in the Philippines, what I am worrying is about my financial capability but right now after weeks of starting to learn about it, I am starting to doubt myself on the subje...

 Today, October 17, 2020 I need to write now, so today, the day went to so fast, we were able to finish our greeting to the CEO of the company, who is going to have his birthday this coming week. The region meet together in order to make our video greetings, and that is the activity I've done today. I actually, did not know that we have our meeting today, because yesterday I went to bed early and then planned to wake up in dawn to order to do my report in the company, I did not know that before I went to bed again to rest. So today, it was all good, I thank God for today that I am now writing something on my blog, than to scroll on my facebook and instagram, I thank God that even slightest improvement will happen to me in terms of my writing than scrolling facebook and spent my rest doing that, It makes me feel guilty doing those things, but it does not make me any better. Now I plan to study some laws in the Philippines, I should be starting to learn and commit myself to everyday ...

People tend to care less and people tend to take you for granted when make them too much important in your life, people tend to abused you when you are too kind to them,  are you the kind of person who would not speak their feeling when someone hurt them and then solve it from themselves, I think I am that person, I was so angry inside. People will only  choose you when they have something they can get from you, this is so true in so many people around you, so it is very important that you choose the people you trust with, or else someday you will be hurt by telling your secrets to them. It is very important for the person always ask for the Lord's help in times of hurtful situations.

Today, October 14, 2020 I was sorry to the person who take time to read my useless writing and contents, I was sorry for myself that I stopped writing thing for me to improve myself , to make myself more better each day when it comes to writing things. I've said to my self that I will write every and that I believe writing everyday will make a difference someday, this is what I believe in myself. Today, I decided to visit again my blog, in order to make a news of me planning to study in law school. I think that was last week that I finally found out that I really want to challenge myself how far this life could go? I have thinking to myself that what do I really want to do in my life now, now that I am single and no one with me, I've said to myself that I will focus energy to my family, for past months I really do it, I still doing it, but something in myself that I want something in my life that I am planning to  achieve , but I really do not know about it. year ago, when I wa...