I want to be a lawyer

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Today,

October 14, 2020


I was sorry to the person who take time to read my useless writing and contents,

I was sorry for myself that I stopped writing thing for me to improve myself , to make myself more better each day when it comes to writing things.

I've said to my self that I will write every and that I believe writing everyday will make a difference someday, this is what I believe in myself.

Today, I decided to visit again my blog, in order to make a news of me planning to study in law school.

I think that was last week that I finally found out that I really want to challenge myself how far this life could go?

I have thinking to myself that what do I really want to do in my life now, now that I am single and no one with me, I've said to myself that I will focus energy to my family, for past months I really do it, I still doing it, but something in myself that I want something in my life that I am planning to  achieve , but I really do not know about it.

year ago, when I was with my previous relationship, I have thinking how about going to law school and study, I have search about it, and read about requirements and other things about it, but  easily gave up while reading some of the requirements and how difficult this goal of mine, and lastly I was planning to get marry that time and that I will rather plan on how will I be a good husband than studying law school which has no certainty of career in the future, but today, I am glad that I was able to realize this, that studying in law school is possible.

This because week before I had a conversation with someone who is taking a law school, that day and week before I was always thinking what do I really want in my life now, I really do want to resign in my work now, not because it was toxic and difficult but somehow I was not already challenge but then I just cannot resign in that petty reason and that I do not have any plan of another work that I want other than my current work.

Today although I am still presently working as Medical Representative, I am now have the reason to resign and that I really want to go to school and find greater things and opportunity in the future.

Now, as I am aspiring to be a lawyer, I started to read about things on how will I become a law student , I subscribed to a youtube channel of different lawyer and professors, read about books on it, laws and needed things and preparation to be in law school, I just realize now that should this plan of mine will be worth it in the future other than that I am thinking of how will I provide the financial needed in order to finish this schooling.

I am now motivating myself to learn and to pursue this, I am now getting stronger and motivating myself to make this happen, I am now fully aware that this will not be easy, I am thankful that as early as now I am starting to realize how difficult this goal and that this is to prove to myself that I am not just day dreaming and that I wanted to be a lawyer for my future, this is what I really want to impart to myself that I am taking this path not because the fact of goodness of life when you are a lawyer but I want to tell myself that I am taking this path because I really want it to happen. 

Now again, I may not 100 % sure of this path, but I am burning inside to pursue this action, and that the earliest of taking this path will be next year, I am getting all things together in order for me to be qualified as law student, and searching all the necessary things for me to be able to study and be a lawyer someday.

This will take around 5 years in order to achieve my goal, I am now asking the Lord to bless all my desire, that may He guide me for my decisions, for my needs and grant me wisdom to this life that this path will help my family, my neighbors, my friends, the society and environment and lastly His will to serve the Lord, because of this declaration I am confident that if this will be my prayer to Him, that I have a clear intention of doing this for the sake of my family, friends and His will, I have almost hundred percent sure that He want it to mylife to happen, with my efforts and prayer, I thank God for this opportunity to be able to share this and to write this.


Thank you, I will be doing this more often.


God bless

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