Puso ko ay Siya

 I have to write now, right now.  I have to tell you stories which I do not know it will help someone who will read this, I want to tell you stories of my frustrations, I've learned that I so much to learn about sentence building, I do not know how to use, was, and were, I do not even know the right constructions in positive and negative way, I just write anything I know.  The basics. I do not even know if I know the basic. I entered law school already, I was bumped by the reality that I was way beyond on learning the basics, I still doing it, I must do it, I actually, do not do anything to improve myself, or maybe I just not seeing it, I choose to play games that to continue because I exhausted my self already and that I do not know where to start again. I know, people are tend to experience this, and that is why, I am not stopping, I just pausing to the reality, the more I keep on doing it, there is nothing coming to my mind, that is why I chose to pause.  I am a d...

 who said it is easy, no one says it will be easy, in the moment that I realize it is not easy, then I can certainly presumed that it will be hard, until I reach to that point, that it was worth having. What do I mean by saying it is hard, until I was already there. Is it about doubtful, it is part of the process, and the hardship in life, that you will certainly come to the point that you doubt yourself, if you are really doing well, and that those times you choose not to pursue your dream, or those times that you choose to have a break, made you even think or be in the state of doubtfulness. Whenever I choose to have a break, even for the fact that I totally know that I must instead of exploiting the time given by Lord to studying, ended doing unproductive day, but I must disagree to that, I should, and not be in the state of doubtfulness.  Yes I did it, I did it because I am exhausted already, I want to drop it just for a moment, knowing that I should have spent it in learn...