when will you start?

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Fight

When will you start, and when will you fight?

A kind of fight almost assure your win, is there such thing?

They say knowing your enemy is winning half the battle,

how about learning what you are, and knowing you are making your own enemy,

life is just full of battles to fight, we do not know what will happen tomorrow,

you do not know when you are really prepared for battle,

the everyday that the Lord made, is always full of struggles and battles that we have to face,

but it is also a blessing from above, knowing that you are alive,

what do you really want in life, or are you keep on walking the day, because the Lord gave it to you,

have you think of the things that will actually make the Lord happy,

what are you for, what are we for?

I actually starting to learn that I do not have any rights to tell,

on how a person should live, a how person should act,

Am I thinking that I do not have any rights to tell others what to do,

because I myself I do not know what I am for,

is it fair to say that people around me should have a right to tell me what to do as well,

there are different fights in life, too vast to understand, that a man can fathom,

I always want to fulfill a happy life someday, but I am saying to myself,

that this is the day, I should be enjoying myself,

I thank God for peace, I have so much problem, but I manage to not think about it,

I am starting to doubt myself am I doing what I need to do,

I am tired of the things in my life, but I am still keep on walking, believing that tomorrow will be

much brighter, happier, and much of a life, that maybe I want to do,

I was thought to not think of myself, but the others, because this is the Lord commandment,

but to think myself that I do not have any, what can I offer to others,

that why I am praying that the Lord gave me blessing for me to bless others,

not just, material or financial, but always wisdom and knowledge.


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