I found a new house
July, 6, 2020
Today,
After a week of finding a new house to rent, finally I found it, several people and checked their house to rent, and finally I hope that this one is that the Lord guided me here, I pay 8500 pesos for my deposit and advances, there will be some adjustment due to price of bill that I will pay monthly, but I chose this because I felt unsecured in my previous place, that place is price wise, because it only cost 2,200 pesos unlike this current house I am staying right now 4,250 a month exclusive electric and water bill to estimate it maybe I a lot 5 thousand pesos a month, that would be a great cut to my salary and savings, just to add up this one I found is not actually expensive it is just the previous house is just too cheap in this city, it is just there is an history of suicide and there is weird guys next to my room, so I think I should be thankful I somehow feel safe right now even I am still adjusting because I have another housemate but for my first impression I think they are good, and I hope and pray too.
So, I have 3 housemates in this house, 2 female and 1 male, they are staying in 1 room and 1 rent the other room, it is a two bedroom in a building actually, the other girl will leave soon and we will be only 3 in the house.
I really do not have to share with you, and my mind is still not in the path , I just feel lonely today, I am perfectly fine but I feel sad, maybe because I went home this weekend and I just pray that I work in Pampanga so that I can be with my family and I do not have to experience this, but then this is life for me now, It is hard because I am thinking too little percentage of the people I know rented a room with someone you do not even know, you just met in the internet that they have a room to rent and that I have no choice but to take it even I do not even know them, you just have to be strong that you have to learn to know them, be friends with them, because you are renting their house, but then I think these experience I had and will have may be a inspiration some day to the people that will hear my stories, that they can too even if they think they are weak or not confident.
I just pray that the Lord, crying to the Lord that if he can grant my wish to be with my family next year, work their I do know if I need to resign or I was assign in the area, I wish that I can pay our housing loan and take care of my mother and brother, we can survive together, but I am planning to have a financial freedom not just to survive in everyday life, I want to have a business that can sustain our bills and plan for my future family and give them a comfortable life.
I do not know what the Lord want with my life, but I have to keep on doing what I need to do, since I do not have a plan to execute and all my plan is not feasible right now, that is why I stay working in this company, I still have much to thank, I am more blessed employee than high percentage in the country, but then what makes me sad is that I am alone here and seems that I have only one choice is to make myself busy, keep doing my job.
Today,
After a week of finding a new house to rent, finally I found it, several people and checked their house to rent, and finally I hope that this one is that the Lord guided me here, I pay 8500 pesos for my deposit and advances, there will be some adjustment due to price of bill that I will pay monthly, but I chose this because I felt unsecured in my previous place, that place is price wise, because it only cost 2,200 pesos unlike this current house I am staying right now 4,250 a month exclusive electric and water bill to estimate it maybe I a lot 5 thousand pesos a month, that would be a great cut to my salary and savings, just to add up this one I found is not actually expensive it is just the previous house is just too cheap in this city, it is just there is an history of suicide and there is weird guys next to my room, so I think I should be thankful I somehow feel safe right now even I am still adjusting because I have another housemate but for my first impression I think they are good, and I hope and pray too.
So, I have 3 housemates in this house, 2 female and 1 male, they are staying in 1 room and 1 rent the other room, it is a two bedroom in a building actually, the other girl will leave soon and we will be only 3 in the house.
I really do not have to share with you, and my mind is still not in the path , I just feel lonely today, I am perfectly fine but I feel sad, maybe because I went home this weekend and I just pray that I work in Pampanga so that I can be with my family and I do not have to experience this, but then this is life for me now, It is hard because I am thinking too little percentage of the people I know rented a room with someone you do not even know, you just met in the internet that they have a room to rent and that I have no choice but to take it even I do not even know them, you just have to be strong that you have to learn to know them, be friends with them, because you are renting their house, but then I think these experience I had and will have may be a inspiration some day to the people that will hear my stories, that they can too even if they think they are weak or not confident.
I just pray that the Lord, crying to the Lord that if he can grant my wish to be with my family next year, work their I do know if I need to resign or I was assign in the area, I wish that I can pay our housing loan and take care of my mother and brother, we can survive together, but I am planning to have a financial freedom not just to survive in everyday life, I want to have a business that can sustain our bills and plan for my future family and give them a comfortable life.
I do not know what the Lord want with my life, but I have to keep on doing what I need to do, since I do not have a plan to execute and all my plan is not feasible right now, that is why I stay working in this company, I still have much to thank, I am more blessed employee than high percentage in the country, but then what makes me sad is that I am alone here and seems that I have only one choice is to make myself busy, keep doing my job.
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