hello again, It's numa numa

-

 Yeah! I used to listen to this song, and now I am too tired to write anything, but I have to do it, this is for me, for a little exercise in my mind.

I am procrastinating, I had so much time wasted, I hope I can share this to you, for you to learn from my mistake I am doing, I am too much attached to a game, I am too distracted to things that did not matter to me, or to my goal as a person, I have told here that Do not be deceived , God cannot be mocked, a man reaps what he sow.

A now here I am listening to a Romanian song which I do not have any idea what it means, I just addicted to listening to this song, I am also attracted to learn about Romania, I always see beauty to a person who is white, blonde who are usually western people, as Asian person, I maybe have this colonial mentality about beauty is when you are white, that is why I see blonde people much attracted, anyways, I'm just curious particularly in Romanian culture, I do much have information about this country and culture, I do not why I do not make myself search about it, maybe I am not very interested in them, but I learn that it is part of Europe, other than that I just watch someone from Romania who is a chess master, Boltez Sisters who are quite famous in Youtube.

I am just distracted right now, I am writing while listening to a song, I do not how my mind works now, this is not an ideal way of writing for me, I am enjoying that song and then write anything that comes out of my mind. This will not work for me when I want to learn especially law subjects, I am regretting of doing these things that I should actually starting to review my notes, if I really want to become a lawyer, I may not pass the final interview last week, I should pursue learning laws in the country, even I am not going to law school I should and this will help me in the future, learning laws in this country is very important, but especially, when you know the law you are above the average citizen in this country, what more if you are a bar passer and a lawyer, they respect you a lot. 

Season change, that is the lyric of the song. In life, maybe I should keep actually us, to keep living the life, that the Lord gift us, in everyday we should be thankful.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

I write

-
 I came to write things, I realize many things that may inconsistency is still there,  in order to succeed in life, you need intentionality to move forward even times of downfall, ruined and devastated. you need to be consistent, in life, for you to keep on moving, to keep on achieving that dream, you might be resting but you need to keep on moving in order to move forward,  rest if you must, but you need to keep on moving, you need to keep on believing even life seems to not taking you seriously about your efforts and hardwork. people are getting to see you as a failure, but you need to keep on moving, because the mere fact that you are moving, you are getting there, it is far better than being stagnant, being stopped and stuck in the same place as yesterday. you need to move, even it seems that you are going somewhere else and not to the path you supposed to walk on, because you might find you in your journey what is the right path, and the to travel in order for you to...
Read more

it is dawn

-
 Yeah right, it is dawn already and that I am still awake, I do not know why I am still up, but what I am pretty sure is that, this is not good, and that I am not doing great since I failed the PNP application. I do not know how will I share those things in my life, I laid for days now, and that I do not think this is doing any good to me, I am fighting to end this procrastination and laziness, I am stagnant as hell already, and that the clock is ticking I will be soon be financially broke. But anyway, I will share in this writing what I learned, that I must need to read and write a lot when I am planning to become a lawyer, that is the first thing, the second thing is that I watch someone in facebook that stay in my mind for a while and hope someday, I will remember this short video and tell myself, I did it too. So this is it, someone who is previously a janitor, passed the BAR, and become a lawyer, he shares about his family, and how they support him, prayed for him and he cried...
Read more

I am still wondering what life is all about for me

-
 Am I hard to myself or I am just completely idiot for keep on asking what I  am going to do with my life, life is unhappy and not contented, my brain is not working, I am demotivated in every way, I keep on telling myself that I should work to on to my dream but ended up not doing it, and then I move on and keep on doing it again, but I am clearly not focused and there are brokeness and inconsistency in my life. I am self motivated, I am almost cringe on this words, because my life is always ups and down, that is why life is all about perhaps it is true, but you need to be focused, balanced and in the right mind to the point that the downs are not keeping you from stopping, but for me my small downs are getting me demotivated to think that I should stop and quit and surrender in this dreams. what then I get up and still doing it, and then I still feel I am not good enough and it seems that the fate does not match from what I supposed to be in this time. Life is still good, I ...
Read more