ad majorem dei gloriam inque hominum salutem

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 For the greater glory of the Lord and salvation of humanity,

This tells a lot of things to the person who truly live by this words.

Okay, I will try myself to elaborate things about this words, I did not say it is the greatest things a man should be, what I do know about the bible is you have to truly love the Lord with all your heart, mind and soul, and all the things like, dying for someone, written in JOHN 15:13 which is laying down someone's life for his friend.

The word for the greater glory of the Lord, tells us about doing things for the glory of the Lord, doing things that make Him happy, I am not really doing great when it comes to my faith this days, I had a failure and that I kind of having traumatized for what happened, I mean I said that I got sulk to the Lord for not achieving my plan, but right now, I am moving on and I am little by little accepting the fact that I will never be a policeman in this life, but anyways, coming back to the said statement, I would like now to see myself, if I am really doing things that what makes the Lord happy.

My answer is I do not know, it is embarrassing to tell you this, but really, I am just telling the truth, I am little bit worry, that the Lord is already mad at me for the these deeds, I not praying the way the I am talking to the Lord, I feel that I am far away from him already, I am sorry the Lord that I got tired of praying, I am sorry that I am not talking deeply again to him, I am sorry that if I am going to die tomorrow, I do not know what will happen, I am sorry Jesus, may this writing be my apology and asking forgiveness for what I have done.

I am still very thankful for all the things happening to me, even I am financially constraint and that I have no job, and still planning of studying law school, I trusting you that someday, slap me the truth that you did those things in me life because you want the best for me.

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