Is it the right thing

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 I decided to write today, because I want to share things.

what is important decision in life, is it the right thing or the thing the makes you happy?

when you were so burn out in life, in your job, what will be the right thing to do? 

people who pressures you to do things that they think is the right thing to do but do not understand what struggle you are up to.

is it really important what other will thing when the thing that you are sacrificing is your mental health.

I am starting to get angry to the people who do not understand my situation.

maybe in times of pandemic is it not the right decision to quit your job, but what if the only options you have are, die to quit your job.

maybe the option you have right now is not because you are comfortable with your work but it is the matter of survival. you are struggle to survive day after day working with you current job not being happy, but you are forced to do it because you have responsibility in your family. you will not eat because you are poor and the bread winner in the family. it is just life is not unfair to the people who have responsibility in life.

as I am look forward to positive life in the future, I always told myself that maybe life that has many struggle in life has the most fulfilling life in the future, meaning the more you struggle to achieve you goal is more fulfilling experience when you already got your goal.

what do I really want to do in life now? Maybe the Lord only knows what I need and what should I do.

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