YEAH YOW,

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 HEY!

 I was not able to write for some while, and I regret not doing it again, again I am sorry that whenever I write here is about my frustrations on how to continue my goal in improving my writings. I am sorry, but then I hope to the Lord that whoever may read this find some inspiration and motivation by reading something good in here.

I do not know how far I've become when it comes to writing my blogs, I feel I am not going any better, that makes me frustrated in this doings. 

I just realize that maybe someday I get to choose what I really love doing, I just want to have my own place where I can enjoy myself and write anything that makes me happy.

what I just realize it that I will not be able to do it if not having resources like money and property, I like to have peaceful place away from other people, away from the distractions of city, but in order to that I must have my own place, to live, but then I need to pay for my water bills, electric bills and other expenses like food, this is just some of the reality that I need to maintain in order to do it, and that I should need to work that is why I need to find something I really want to do in life at the same time earning on it.

what would that be?

may the Lord give me the desire of my life, and that I want it to pray to Him that, this can make him happy, by even in little way, I could please him by doing what I really love to do.

just weeks now, I started to visit my lot I have brought to the used of my hard earned money, by my job as medical representative, I am not starting for my transition to the other work, maybe someday I could study and write things, in the place, I want to build my own house there, with comfortable beginnings.

I know it is far from what I want to do, by maybe it is the start. so I am hoping that it happen.



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