JUST FOR A CHANGE

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 YES, Can I ask if I could write something about love?


Call it infatuation, love or lust or even boredome, but then, I was actually for so long not been impressed to a woman, and that for so long, I was not been attracted to one.

but here I will share to you , that is this really something?


when you always thing of that person do you think you are infatuated by her, loving someone over the internet and without even meeting in person is possible? and that can you able to make someone fall for you just a mere chatting with her?

I've been moving on from my past love failure and I am more ready than before to try again, I am not moving since I hurt someone before and I hope that she does not read this, but I pray that she soon find her happiness, It was a failure on both side, and that I was really sorry but then I've been moving on, and looking forward to someone with her anymore. I pray that God helps us find our own happiness.

but anyway, that was my last word about my past. again, I am infatuated with this beautiful, brainy and caring person, whom I just met for a short time and over the internet , but I felt our connection, our similarities our passion and goal in life are sort of the same. 

I know that I should be praying for my someone who will love me, support me and most importantly that she is the Lord gift to me as his woman that I will be with for the rest of my life.

I really don't know what I am saying, but maybe I am saying this because I met someone that I think I am compatible with. 

I'll update myself again some other time thank you.

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