Government and my lawyer thing

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 Today, 

11/11/2020


I read something in the news, about the Philippines and the Government, I asked myself, why is it that every time I read news about Government, I always have an impression of negativity, that our Government is a corrupt country.


I know this attitude of me has done me harm that better, and that I should be looking at the bright side and positivity, but I was being open minded that, what was the reason that I always see myself, looking at the Government of some negativity, that I already loss my trust in every agency of the Government, I always see them as incompetent and lazy people.

I see them as a corrupted people from their culture, and that deceiving people in order for them to uplift their incompetency every time they do a good deed. I those projects and acts as way for them to uplift their selves to the truth that their not really doing their job and that the money they are getting are not worth of their work.

The problem with this is that  I am the problem, I want and I am planning in the future, to go get some job there. :D Maybe they will not accept me if they know what I am thinking about them.

I joked my father when he was still alive that, I want to apply in the government so I could make a corruption and get rich there.

but deep inside, what is good of doing those things, as I am right now, I really do want to get rich someday, but up to this present, I just realized that money is not everything, in this very moment, I do not have any problem financially, I mean that I could eat 3 times days and that I am not worrying the price that I eat, not because I am rich, but because I have a job, and that I am not picky in how well and how much I could it.

What I am trying to say is that money making is not motivating as I am seeing right now that to learn and be more better each day.

I want to be a lawyer, yes I am planning and it is my dream to be a lawyer someday.

what will I do, given that I will pass all the challenges to be a lawyer, the question to myself is, what I am gonna do after that? I am seeing now that I will work in the Government, in the Philippines one of highest paid profession is being a lawyer, and that I will catch up to all the finances I spent in all the years in studying for sure, and that I am certain that I will struggle in this plan because no one is going to support me in this goal, but then I am doing it, right now because I do not really know other things to do if it is not going to law school and pass the bar exam. I am seeing this as worth to do, that someday, my parents and siblings will be proud of me, and likewise to my son and daughter in the future, I want to be example that risking, keep on dreaming, and pursuing what you want to be in the future, will all be worth it.

Of course, I will be a father to them.

Right now, as I start to learn about laws, I get to appreciate and thank God not to commit things that against to the law, and I'm still praying for that and that hopefully as the day I die, I will not commit things against the law, back to my story, I really appreciate the Lord for reminding me not to do and to do things that is not against to the law, and that I always choose to obey his commandments at least at the very few that I have committed, I sinned, but thank God nothing is about agaisnt the law, ignorance to the law excuses no one, as I read to the constitution of the Philippines. I realize that even I do not want to be a lawyer, I should learn the law of the Philippines since I am a citizen of the country. 

At this moment, I realize even more that, I want to be a lawyer, because even I am not pursuing it, I should learn the law.

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