What I prayed for
Today,
July 27, 2020
What really I want to do in my life, still doing what I know that can possibly improve my life, I have goals to do, but I failed because I have not acted what I want to accomplish.
I wrote that I still have few months before I will decide if I am going to leave my current job, I have resorted to find another job, or at least business that can sustain my family, when I said family is my mother and my brother that rely on me and to my sister. I am a middle child of 3 children of my father and my mother, I father is already gone, a year ago he died in stage 4 cancer, from that day forward we are only 4 in the family, actually 5 because my oldest sibling ( my sister) is already married and that make us 5 member in the family.
What I am planning to do have our own house since we are only staying at my brother in law's house and that we are burden to their family and now I do have little achievement in life, I was able to pay a small lot in our hometown and that I am planning that we build there a house and there we can now settle there and be able to live in our own without the help of other people, the problem is that I need enough money to build our house.
What is my current situation now, since there is a pandemic my situation is tight, actually the situation is actually tight in everyone here at least to the people who are at the low level income, and I am part of it, in this times we are not be able to receive incentives where I am expecting to fund my plan of building a house, I decided not to pursue our housing loan to live at, but I am continuing it in order to sell it, I hope that I will be able to sell it, anyway back to my story, what I am receiving right now is only salary and that it is just only enough to sustain my life but will not be able to sustain what my family need, which is building a house in our small lot in Pampanga.
I hope that if God is not allowing me to quit my Job, I prayed that He will make me earn more money here, if he is going to say that I strive here far away from my family , I hope that he will send me a clear message that if I stay here he will guide me to earn more money that can possibly help my family.
July 27, 2020
What really I want to do in my life, still doing what I know that can possibly improve my life, I have goals to do, but I failed because I have not acted what I want to accomplish.
I wrote that I still have few months before I will decide if I am going to leave my current job, I have resorted to find another job, or at least business that can sustain my family, when I said family is my mother and my brother that rely on me and to my sister. I am a middle child of 3 children of my father and my mother, I father is already gone, a year ago he died in stage 4 cancer, from that day forward we are only 4 in the family, actually 5 because my oldest sibling ( my sister) is already married and that make us 5 member in the family.
What I am planning to do have our own house since we are only staying at my brother in law's house and that we are burden to their family and now I do have little achievement in life, I was able to pay a small lot in our hometown and that I am planning that we build there a house and there we can now settle there and be able to live in our own without the help of other people, the problem is that I need enough money to build our house.
What is my current situation now, since there is a pandemic my situation is tight, actually the situation is actually tight in everyone here at least to the people who are at the low level income, and I am part of it, in this times we are not be able to receive incentives where I am expecting to fund my plan of building a house, I decided not to pursue our housing loan to live at, but I am continuing it in order to sell it, I hope that I will be able to sell it, anyway back to my story, what I am receiving right now is only salary and that it is just only enough to sustain my life but will not be able to sustain what my family need, which is building a house in our small lot in Pampanga.
I hope that if God is not allowing me to quit my Job, I prayed that He will make me earn more money here, if he is going to say that I strive here far away from my family , I hope that he will send me a clear message that if I stay here he will guide me to earn more money that can possibly help my family.
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