The thing that bothered me so much these past few weeks
June, 28, 2020
Today, I write you to day to share what happened these past few weeks, it is also related to what I have learned just this Friday, that the apartment I am staying at has a history of suicide, someone took his/her life, I was not interested to learn if the person is a girl or man, and this is the horror story perhaps that I will be sharing.
So, I was assigned to Zambales area, this year as Med reps assignment of area is not consistent, so I asked with my friend to help me find house rental for me to stay, and finally we found one, but then the tenant master gave me an option of this apartment I am currently staying,
June, 29, 2002
Yesterday I did not continue my writing because of some reason, I am gonna share to you what happened last Friday, I found out from an old lady who is an owner of store where I am usually buying ice for my jag, that I am presently staying at dormitory where there is an history of suicide, so I gonna tell you from the start why and what are the reason staying to Olongapo, and for security reason I am saving this letter for later posting because I am maybe paranoid to learn that this letter might be reading by the person I will be talking to.
Let's get to it, I was assigned this year to Olongapo City, Zambales by my company, so I am obliged to find another house to stay from Bataan to Olongapo. When it comes to cost of living and prices of housing rent in Olongapo, it is much higher than Bataan, The first week of January where I am still staying at Bataan, travel from Bataan to Olongapo then come back to Bataan even that I was already officially assigned in Olongapo for the reason that I was having a hard time finding house to rent that is price of not higher than 2,500 pesos because this is our bracket of budget in housing allowance, I asked help from my friend who were areas are Bataan and Olongapo than means they are much familiar with the place, since I was not that familiar with the place, I was able to travel in Olongapo, but then I did not really familiar with the place, so days where came and finally my sister friend and I found a place and it was cheaper than 2 ,500 hundred, we even prayed for this one, thank God.
I am going to illustrate the look of the house/dorm, there is an stares and kind of dark, the floor is wood in the second floor, the house is actually little old, but the still the floor is good but then it is little creepy, there is three rooms, common sink and comfort room, the room is small but then for me it is quite okay for me since I do not have much things to use, I just use small table, a iron stand, and good thing there is cabinets for my foods and hygiene kits, I have minimal things that is why totally fine with me.
This story is a little creepy and maybe if you were reading my previous blog about my life, where I shared that I found out that someone killed himself to that place, today I am staying in Bataan, in my friend and district manager, he is so kind to let me stay in his house while I am finding new house to rent in Olongapo, so I travel to Olongapo to work then go back here to Bataan to stay.
This story is not to be biased because I want to justify my irrational maybe, but then the reason is I do not really have peace in mind since that evening, in my previous letter I am trying to strengthen my mind by not thinking about these reason but today I am totally decided that this is a wisdom from God, and it is time for me to find another house because this paranoid and not having a peace of mind staying there.
So, again, January that week, that first night I cannot sleep because I am the only one in the place and it is scary I even shared to you that I am used to creepy place but that night if I going to remember that I have not sleep peacefully, but then I prayed that night and shrug it off for the reason that I am with the greater one, the Lord no one can harm you if you are with the Lord.
Come morning, I went to go out in the place, and I noticed that people are staring at me going out in the door, I shrug it off again maybe they are just amazed to someone already staying in that house, because I asked the caretaker he said that it is very long time someone staying the dorm, I did not asked more things that day because number 1 I already paid the rent for 2 months and knowing some creepy things will only feed my clean mind. So again, I went to food chain to eat, and after paying the food the seller asked me if what is the experience in staying there, I said it fine, it was a little scary but then thank God it is okay, that question was became popular to me day after day of going out of that door, I think that lady asked that question for more than 3 times and never said something creepy but that question was asked from her, the other time the mechanics who are working in the ground floor of the place, even asking me if I am seeing something there, the caretaker himself asked me the day after my first night staying if what is the experience, I told him I am fine, and avoid asking another question why they ask that time I have this in my mind that something in the history of the dorm happened, but not until this Friday, where I am buying ice from the old lady, she already asked me three times about what is my experience staying there and I just cannot skip to learn more about this place and then that is the time she said that someone had suicide there, and from that time I do not have peace of mind already because what I am going to share to you what is the main reason why I want to find another house is because, just three weeks ago, someone rented the other room of the dorm and that make us two tenants in the dorm, but this is so alarming from me, that I hope that I will going to look judgmental to person because is my justification why I am leaving the place, that person staying in the other room's behavior is alarming because he does not make an eye contact and he avoid me to interact with me, first thing that morning I went home all I thought was I was alone in the room, and come morning I am using the kitchen washing plates, and someone open the other door's rooms and went to look at the back who open the door thinking there is a ghost or something, and I noticed that upon that person seeing me using the sink, he closed again the door, I was a little confused why that person closed it again, so I shrug it off maybe the person doing some important that make him not to do and go out of the room, so I went to my room, that time I heard him open his door and went out, the other day, I noticed him that he is avoiding to interact with me, sometime saw him walking to hallway and come to try to make a stare to start maybe a conversation, but then he avoid his face to avoid an eye contact with me and he seems to be annoyed from what I did that I try to look him, I can say that he is annoyed because upon opening his door his smash it that cause the sound in the wood that send a behavior of annoyance, so that time period I respect him that he does not want to interact with me, that time I have this sort of hate to this kind of behavior or maybe I look at him of some weird person, there is also several times that we crossed in the road just find out he really avoiding me, that happened for 3 times, where is literally when opposite of my direction just to avoid me, and here is another instance that he is avoiding me, he went to the bathroom and he did not notice me washing my plates in the sink, just to tell you that I do not intent to avoid him, but he is the one avoiding me, I do what I do and do not think of maybe he will gonna freak out seeing me, and again going back he did not notice me so he went out of the bathroom, open the door and I heard his footstep about to walk in the sink at my back , upon noticing me he went back to the bathroom, just to avoid me, and that is how creepy the person is, up until now I do not have any visual of his face, all I know is his built of the body and how is his movement, he is kind of creep this is the main reason why I am leaving the place and the fact that knowing of the history of suicide in the place.
Friday night I was thinking all night what is the reason the person suicide in that place, upon knowing someone took his/her life, I did not asked more about the details because I am already shocked in the news, so I went home eat and then went to my room and all night my mind is active, thinking of that, I prayed and try to strengthen my mind, come morning, maybe I was able to sleep at 5 am and woke up 11:30 am , I rushed to the bathroom took a bath and then went out to eat, I realized that I do not have peace of mind anymore, and that I am so tired and just realized some of these creepy things happen to me lately, that I am with a weird person and knowing that someone had suicide there, make me worry, I was praying to the Lord, that asked him if please let me get out of this worry, and then I believe that the old woman's information maybe it is the sign that I should exit myself as soon as possible because something is not usual, up until now maybe all what I've said is allegations, but then what is important to me now is to find some place that I have peace.
Today, I write you to day to share what happened these past few weeks, it is also related to what I have learned just this Friday, that the apartment I am staying at has a history of suicide, someone took his/her life, I was not interested to learn if the person is a girl or man, and this is the horror story perhaps that I will be sharing.
So, I was assigned to Zambales area, this year as Med reps assignment of area is not consistent, so I asked with my friend to help me find house rental for me to stay, and finally we found one, but then the tenant master gave me an option of this apartment I am currently staying,
June, 29, 2002
Yesterday I did not continue my writing because of some reason, I am gonna share to you what happened last Friday, I found out from an old lady who is an owner of store where I am usually buying ice for my jag, that I am presently staying at dormitory where there is an history of suicide, so I gonna tell you from the start why and what are the reason staying to Olongapo, and for security reason I am saving this letter for later posting because I am maybe paranoid to learn that this letter might be reading by the person I will be talking to.
Let's get to it, I was assigned this year to Olongapo City, Zambales by my company, so I am obliged to find another house to stay from Bataan to Olongapo. When it comes to cost of living and prices of housing rent in Olongapo, it is much higher than Bataan, The first week of January where I am still staying at Bataan, travel from Bataan to Olongapo then come back to Bataan even that I was already officially assigned in Olongapo for the reason that I was having a hard time finding house to rent that is price of not higher than 2,500 pesos because this is our bracket of budget in housing allowance, I asked help from my friend who were areas are Bataan and Olongapo than means they are much familiar with the place, since I was not that familiar with the place, I was able to travel in Olongapo, but then I did not really familiar with the place, so days where came and finally my sister friend and I found a place and it was cheaper than 2 ,500 hundred, we even prayed for this one, thank God.
I am going to illustrate the look of the house/dorm, there is an stares and kind of dark, the floor is wood in the second floor, the house is actually little old, but the still the floor is good but then it is little creepy, there is three rooms, common sink and comfort room, the room is small but then for me it is quite okay for me since I do not have much things to use, I just use small table, a iron stand, and good thing there is cabinets for my foods and hygiene kits, I have minimal things that is why totally fine with me.
This story is a little creepy and maybe if you were reading my previous blog about my life, where I shared that I found out that someone killed himself to that place, today I am staying in Bataan, in my friend and district manager, he is so kind to let me stay in his house while I am finding new house to rent in Olongapo, so I travel to Olongapo to work then go back here to Bataan to stay.
This story is not to be biased because I want to justify my irrational maybe, but then the reason is I do not really have peace in mind since that evening, in my previous letter I am trying to strengthen my mind by not thinking about these reason but today I am totally decided that this is a wisdom from God, and it is time for me to find another house because this paranoid and not having a peace of mind staying there.
So, again, January that week, that first night I cannot sleep because I am the only one in the place and it is scary I even shared to you that I am used to creepy place but that night if I going to remember that I have not sleep peacefully, but then I prayed that night and shrug it off for the reason that I am with the greater one, the Lord no one can harm you if you are with the Lord.
Come morning, I went to go out in the place, and I noticed that people are staring at me going out in the door, I shrug it off again maybe they are just amazed to someone already staying in that house, because I asked the caretaker he said that it is very long time someone staying the dorm, I did not asked more things that day because number 1 I already paid the rent for 2 months and knowing some creepy things will only feed my clean mind. So again, I went to food chain to eat, and after paying the food the seller asked me if what is the experience in staying there, I said it fine, it was a little scary but then thank God it is okay, that question was became popular to me day after day of going out of that door, I think that lady asked that question for more than 3 times and never said something creepy but that question was asked from her, the other time the mechanics who are working in the ground floor of the place, even asking me if I am seeing something there, the caretaker himself asked me the day after my first night staying if what is the experience, I told him I am fine, and avoid asking another question why they ask that time I have this in my mind that something in the history of the dorm happened, but not until this Friday, where I am buying ice from the old lady, she already asked me three times about what is my experience staying there and I just cannot skip to learn more about this place and then that is the time she said that someone had suicide there, and from that time I do not have peace of mind already because what I am going to share to you what is the main reason why I want to find another house is because, just three weeks ago, someone rented the other room of the dorm and that make us two tenants in the dorm, but this is so alarming from me, that I hope that I will going to look judgmental to person because is my justification why I am leaving the place, that person staying in the other room's behavior is alarming because he does not make an eye contact and he avoid me to interact with me, first thing that morning I went home all I thought was I was alone in the room, and come morning I am using the kitchen washing plates, and someone open the other door's rooms and went to look at the back who open the door thinking there is a ghost or something, and I noticed that upon that person seeing me using the sink, he closed again the door, I was a little confused why that person closed it again, so I shrug it off maybe the person doing some important that make him not to do and go out of the room, so I went to my room, that time I heard him open his door and went out, the other day, I noticed him that he is avoiding to interact with me, sometime saw him walking to hallway and come to try to make a stare to start maybe a conversation, but then he avoid his face to avoid an eye contact with me and he seems to be annoyed from what I did that I try to look him, I can say that he is annoyed because upon opening his door his smash it that cause the sound in the wood that send a behavior of annoyance, so that time period I respect him that he does not want to interact with me, that time I have this sort of hate to this kind of behavior or maybe I look at him of some weird person, there is also several times that we crossed in the road just find out he really avoiding me, that happened for 3 times, where is literally when opposite of my direction just to avoid me, and here is another instance that he is avoiding me, he went to the bathroom and he did not notice me washing my plates in the sink, just to tell you that I do not intent to avoid him, but he is the one avoiding me, I do what I do and do not think of maybe he will gonna freak out seeing me, and again going back he did not notice me so he went out of the bathroom, open the door and I heard his footstep about to walk in the sink at my back , upon noticing me he went back to the bathroom, just to avoid me, and that is how creepy the person is, up until now I do not have any visual of his face, all I know is his built of the body and how is his movement, he is kind of creep this is the main reason why I am leaving the place and the fact that knowing of the history of suicide in the place.
Friday night I was thinking all night what is the reason the person suicide in that place, upon knowing someone took his/her life, I did not asked more about the details because I am already shocked in the news, so I went home eat and then went to my room and all night my mind is active, thinking of that, I prayed and try to strengthen my mind, come morning, maybe I was able to sleep at 5 am and woke up 11:30 am , I rushed to the bathroom took a bath and then went out to eat, I realized that I do not have peace of mind anymore, and that I am so tired and just realized some of these creepy things happen to me lately, that I am with a weird person and knowing that someone had suicide there, make me worry, I was praying to the Lord, that asked him if please let me get out of this worry, and then I believe that the old woman's information maybe it is the sign that I should exit myself as soon as possible because something is not usual, up until now maybe all what I've said is allegations, but then what is important to me now is to find some place that I have peace.
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