Puso ko ay Siya

 Some people's privileges are dreams to the other. This could also mean that life is unfair. All I know is that all is fair in love and war.  This also could mean that people just cannot have contentment, or  I should say that majority of people does not know contentment in life. and that they discover the saying life is unfair. How Ironic but when you say life is unfair, is so subjective that it is from the mind of the beholder, I wish that people could spare me with this, because that means I believe in the saying life is unfair, but it is actually defends on the person itself.  Rarely, there could be a person that is so positive and faithful that whatever comes to his/her life is from above and that is enough for his life and be thankful, that is an ideal life we should live. We keep on moving, keep our calm and stay positive and happy for all the things we have. Be thankful that we are alive.  Life is unfair is born to the people who is a pleaser, who depend...

 What I really want in life? 1. I want to find my life partner, I am hoping that, right now to find my life partner, together we will find a way to climb the ladder to achieve our goals in life. I plan to find someone I can be with and drop all the dreams I am planning. This decision in my life, is I find it critical because, if in the case that I decided to enter law school, I should drop the possibility of finding my life partner, courting in law school will only distract me from achieving this dream, it is just so frustrating to learn that I may achieve of becoming a lawyer, but turned out not finding a wife, and then die alone, because no one wants me because I am old bald man, and I might achieve becoming a lawyer but not to the extent that it will uplift my status of living. worst come to worst is that I wasted my time studying law and then not achieving it, then I am too old to find my wife. the problem with this is if I am looking on it, if I really believe this might happe...

 Why is it too easy to decide when you are inlove? Why is it too easy to make a decision when you feel happy? why is it? that falling in love to someone is so addicting that you can exchange all your future plan just to get that love you wanted. But do you think that is it the right thing to do in life? I am just curious, when will I fall in love again? I am going to see and meet the one for me, do God make a way for me to meet my better half on the time, place, and situation I might not think that it is really what He wanted me to become and to be with?  I do not know what to do, and what should I do in my life. I hope and pray that I should not get tired of finding someone for me, even in times I am pursuing my goals in life, I just pray that I find someone that will encourage me and support me to achieve my goal.

 I've been writing sad things in my life, today I just want to breath with ease, and think nothing releasing overthinking, stressful life and worry. people want to be happy, they think on how will they be happy but actually just do not think anything and face the challenges and problem with positivity is one way you can be truly say you are making yourself favor away from stressful and frustrating life you have right now. Why not be, come what may in life, why still handling things from the past, it is getting heavier as day goes by. I just pray to the Lord that every decision in my life help me find my happiness and save me from this worldy life. I know I had too many bad things I've done in my life, but can I please make it my beautiful scars. and truly not think about other people who they think you are, and maybe they are right but it is you and they cannot change it.  Stop pleasing other people.

 Maybe writing is all about what you feel, what you experience and what you can convey in your words that make a person a better writer. maybe I should learn to convey things through writing. just like now I do not have something much to say because I just do not have things to say. Non-sense again, to be a better writer maybe I could write words that make the reader laugh even without me putting smiley or emojis in my works. Okay, I get it , I have so much to learn, because I do not do it, everyday, I say to myself do it everyday I just did not do it, and today I am lucky that I got to write these things in my blog. there is just no one read this. so I just do not know what else I can say. I am going out now.

 I have been writing too many rants for on my life on this blog, I just wonder if I am getting any better on how I look at things in life, I am not doing nothing to improve myself, it just so happen that I had this opportunity to handle this laptop and that I got to click my blogger link and then this is it. I am writing nonsense thing in my life again. I pause this writing and get back again because I am playing video games, I am procrastinating a hell, really. and then that's it, I resume my writing again, what will happen to me, I am had all the time and the opportunity to what it takes to achieve my goal in life but not going to do it, of course we all know what will happen, but really I do not I am doing what it takes to achieve my life, maybe I am right that what I am doing does not make any help with my life, but then sometime I just think that whatever I am going to do if, I am not asking for the Lord's help, it will not happen.