Puso ko ay Siya

 Today, August 30, 2020 What I am really doing right now? What do I want to do with my life, am I bored or what? I thank God that we as family do not have huge problem like from our past experience from my father when he had cancer battling it for years and finally the Lord took his life already, we have been moved on from this happening in our lives although we still missed my father, but then we are little bit thankful that it is already done, we may have a father right now, and it is very sad to mesmerized about it, but then maybe the Lord has a plan with us. My mother has still stroke but we have manage to survive our financial problem, and we are thankful that me and my sister and her husband is working together to support my mother, she has doing good, and I think she is more fine than before, she seldom cry in the night when she remember my father, but then all I know that God still with us today and I know that the Lord is making us more better each day, financially and men...

Law of the Philippines, There is a question in the Philippines. Are you rich? if yes then you are the Law, if no then you have no rights, There is written law in the Philippines but then if you hava fame, money and power, you have a position in the Government, then you are above the law, that is the truth in this world, and saddly that rule is almost finite in this country.

Today, August 29, 2020  It is great day today, yesterday, I drove all day long total of 400 kms, I woke up early in the morning and  arrived home in the Pampanga 8 pm in the evening, so i was so tired and went to bed and sleep early, so come this day I thank God that I woke up early, went to my Pastor's house to send him our gift because it his birthday, I also went to my friend to give her a alcohol and sanitizer for her to use in her workplace, and lastly I went to my uncles house to give my pasalubong to him a huge octupus from Sta. Cruz, Zambales. I am working in Olongapo and my itinerary yesterday I in Sta. Cruz, Zambales that is 146 kms away from Olongapo and going back to olongapo another 146 and because I am going home every friday to pampanga, I drove another aroung 70 kms and finally arrived home eat my dinner and catch up with my finally a little bit and went to bed. Today, I already arrived home from my uncle's house, He was happy to see my present to him, with the...

 August 19, 2020 I stopped for a while writing things up, I was procrastinating, I am not in the path, I always say that consistency is the key for a person to improve, but here I am , I did it again, but anyway, I am thankful that I am here today again to write something about myself. To update my life today, just this month of August, the company assigned a new counterpart in the area that makes us two working together to make sales in this area, and I was a little busy teaching him again what are the clients and guide him for he is new in the work place, up until now I am guiding him and I was a little bit busy these days. anyway, to update myself about my goals still there is no improvement and goals that I have achieve, I still look forward to the day that I will building my own house in the lot that I bought a year ago, and still the loan in the government that I am planning to continue and then sell it again. life is good, I stop thinking too much about what happened to my l...

 Today August, 7, 2020 I have not write anything at my blog, but today I need to write anything that I can share with myself. first of all I write things here for myself to improve myself and I really appreciate that I have someone seeing it, actually I am thankful that someone is reading my non sense writings, but then again I still thank to people who is viewing my blog, I really have 1 viewer every post that I posted in this blog, I hope that someday someone will comment in this blog for me to see if I do have an impact in someone's life. Maybe I do not really have a advocacy in this blog, I do write anything that comes to my mind, just like today, just like now, I write anything that comes to my mind, I do not have a content and maybe this is something that will only waste someone's time. I do really believe that I have improve my self even just very tiny improvement compared to my previous letter and writings, someday I wish that I will found something that make my writing...

Today, August 1, 2020 It is normal for us to feel sad, we feel sad when someone in our lives passed away, when someone hurts our feelings and sometimes we feel sad about the past, about happened in the past that we cannot  do it again, it is not necessarily a regret in life but somethings that happen to us that we know it will never happen again. I feel sad today, because do I need to feel this sadness when I want to move on from the past, that I want to explore again, meet someone and love again, I chose to move on but why I feel sad that I am releasing my hand to someone that I have loved once in my life, to someone that I believe that I belong to, to someone that I believe is my soulmate. I am sad because that I learned that this is part of moving on, that I chose to release my feelings and make a decision in my life never to come back again, I pray that I can do it.