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 I just do not know what title I am going to do, I am not always into deep learning I guess, I am just to think of anything and write it in any way. maybe I am not in the stage or maybe my knowledge to search and do deeper things is not yet in the level. My skills are not honed to do these things. I just write things the way I want to do, I do not care if someone will learn from this, and my head has no thoughts at all by writing this up. I am going to share some of the things I want to do in my life again, a while ago there is this girl from my neighbor who just graduated in her senior high school, and about to make her dreams of becoming a chef, but her problem is financial, she doesn't even think of going to college, what she knows is taking culinary is about 6 months, but said it is too expensive. I told her that go to college, I share her about that I am going to choose my course my I am at my age where I am deciding what course I am going to take is, I should have took board ...

 I QUIT MY JOB AND I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO IN MY LIFE, IT IS HARD AT IT GETS WHEN THINGS STARTED TO SINK IN THAT I QUIT MY JOB WITHOUT ANY CERTAIN JOB I GOING INTO, HAVING THE FAITH FROM GOD THAT I DO THE RIGHT THING. THIS IS SO ME, I DO NOT REALLY WANT DO IN MY LIFE, I JUST DO NOT WANT TO CONTINUE WHAT I AM DOING IN MY JOB THAT I QUIT DOING. IT IS HARDER AT IT GETS BECAUSE THE SEVERITY OF FINDING A NEW JOB IS SO HARD, AND I MIGHT END UP FINDING A JOB WORST THAN WHAT I HAVE THAN BEFORE, BECAUSE OF THE PRESSURE OF LITTLE FUND THAT I HAVE. WHAT I WANT TO DO IS AND I PRAY THAT I END UP WITH SOMETHING I LIKE DOING.

 the greater the testing the greater the blessings.  this is one of the famous lines people use to motivate themselves, and I heard it again from Geo Ong. your dream does not come easy, it should be work for a very long time and you need to focus on these things not from people around, you already have the capability, and you know how to do it. I learned from Geo that or maybe I am seeing him that he do it in his own way, and praying to the Lord, this is it actually realize it that the Lord is talking to me right now, you do not need to learn to other people how to do it, you just need to ask for the Lord guidance do it, it may help and sometime God allow you to hear from other people what you need to learn, as he guide you to that person to teach you what you need to do, what I am saying is I do not need to intentionally learn from different people how they became successful, I think that I am wasting my time learning from their experiences without even acting what I already ...

 GOOD DAY GOOD PEOPLE, SOMEHOW SOMETIME, SOME OTHER THINGS IN LIFE, TEACHES YOU TO BE POSITIVE DESPITE THE THINGS HAPPINING AROUND YOU. I QUIT MY JOB, WITHOUT ANY CONCRETE JOB TO REPLACE THAT HELP ME SURVIVE TO LIVE. BECAUSE IN THIS LIFE, IF YOU DO NOT HAVE A JOB, THEN YOU DO NOT HAVE ANY MONEY TO BUY FOODS AND SHELTER, WE DO NOT OWN OUR OWN PROPERTY SO WE HAVE TO RENT AND NEED TO PAY IT, OR ELSE WE WILL BE LIVING IN STREET. MAYBE THIS IS THE CYCLE OF LIFE, IF I WILL NOT WORK MY ASS OUT FINDING OPPORTUNITY TO GET OUT OF RAT RACE CALLED BY ROBERT. I ACTUALLY DO NOT HAVE ANY MOTIVATION TO CONTINUE WHAT I AM DOING RIGHT NOW, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO IN MY LIFE. BUT SOMEHOW I AM THINKING THAT I MADE A RIGHT CHOICE AND NOW LET CHALLENGE MY SELF WHAT CAN I DO TO SURVIVE MYSELF, HOW WILL I REACT TO CRITISM I AM ALWAYS AFRAID OF RECEIVING FROM PEOPLE AROUND ME WHO DO NOT LIKE ME, I DO NOT KNOW, PEOPLE LOVE TO TALK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE. I AM AN OVERTHINKER, I SHOULD NOT LET MYSELF RUINED BY T...

 HEY, Long time no update about my blog, but anyway I know that there is not much interesting about my life, but then I want to write here what just happened. I sent an admission requirement in Bulacan State University for enrolling in Law School. About week ago I have not any thing to do with my life, I want to study law while working in our company, and then things changes, weeks passed and that I decided to quit my job, already. Finally, I had the strength to send my resignation letter, and now I am rendering my 1 month to proper transition of my belongings and task. Things are not great for me these days, because I have hard time with my boss because of my sudden decision of quitting my job, I asked forgiveness but the Lord knows that I am too desperate to quit my job, even I do not have any fall back right now, nothing gonna catch me from unemployment. I just wanna share this, week before, I am starting to lose my hope with the admission requirement f or law school, I am not s...